I’m a nerd
I’m a geek
I’m an asshole
I’m a freak
I’m a dork
I’m a spaz
I am good
and I am bad
I am smart
I am dumb
I have lost
and I have won
I have shamed
I have blamed
hurt too many
tried to change
Give me life
give me death
take my air
give me breath
lead the way
I will follow
seize the day
fuck tomorrow
Blood is red
feeling blue
feeling grey
different hues
blame my genes
blame the weather
blame to blame
which to choose?
I wake up
I fall down
I have dreams
and scream out loud
I just want
to be at peace
just for now
for now, at least