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my eyes used to be blue

September 13, 2013

My eyes used to be blue
and now they’re green.

I used to think that my eyes could see seas boundless
where my irises bloomed in an endless summer day
giving definition to colors that I hadn’t seen and never knew.  

And
there was even a time where they changed tints shades and hues
collapsing and caressing new dreams and stage cues. 

That blue of fresh water that is now liquid nothingness.   

They used to be gray
but they aren’t anymore.

They used to cling on to a dream and stay hopeful
for the magic that would
one day kidnap them
and drop them off somewhere else.

La vida is now Vida

Blue.  

A lefty with a one point eight four earned run average
which
gets you so much more.  

La vida is now an oasis
of vibrant trees emerald that no longer breathe
surface area with no meaning
life moving
but not living
with branches that lead to healthy despair
with veins that lead to nowhere.  

My eyes used to be blue
and now they are green.  

I’m not so sure what to think anymore.

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mercury

July 30, 2013

Mercury
I can't stand the heat
I'm sweating like a stole something, second guessing like I know something, and the sun rays from the August summer day got my soul cussing

Spike Lee has taught me that a high noon of an oven hot can change a sane man to a patient man doing never do's and the will nots

Sweat beads like jewelry swing sad trails to a salty tongue and there she is... standing there...while my heart speeds like Flo-Jo

Love...
Maybe so
But my Romantic eyes tend to be blind
She whispers, she exhales softly, slowly, my oxygen supply

It's complex the ways apartments wind...of course she lives on the final floor
Her lips speak unintelligible lines, my mind fine, my knees weak

I CAN'T HELP IT!
Allow me to think while I throw my education out the back door
She's right there, I'm right here, her vibes attract me I can't ignore

She's shoeless
I’m drawn to her slender feet

A dress on
I'm drawn to where her thighs meet

Waists never wasteful, so much waist that I'm waist deep

I CAN'T HELP IT!
Her face is indescribable
Caramel, mocha, chocolate, coffee
...yea, I know. 

And the reddish brown tint of the curly hair flies, but like my thoughts raced it now rests

Blink.  Close.  Blink.  Closer.  Blink.  Kitchen.  Blink.  Tray.  Blink.  She.  Blink.  Me.  Blink.  Bedroom.  Blink.  Close.  Blink.  Kiss.  Blink.  Blink.  Clothes.  

Now...to do the right thing
With my tray of ice and my Rosie Perez.

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